I only did what I had to do

I woke up this morning with a knot in my heart. I got up tried to shake the feeling off by trying to write, but the words were not coming out that easily. Bonnie Raitt has a beautiful song titled, "Not Cause I Wanted To" which explains how I feel. Choosing to leave someone you love comes with so much guilt and questioning. I just pray that we end up with the ones we were destined to be with. 

And if I knew the reason
I would tell you why somehow
The feeling slipped away
I only did what I had to do
Not cause I wanted to.
— Bonnie Raitt
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